Well, bleh is my mood by all outward appearances. Today is perhaps the third of fourth day of staying home after getting sick, something that's going around in my area. I just hope it's not what sister-city, Sydney, has which is some virus immune to anti-biotics and ends up destroying you from the inside out...

Anyway, this is my first journal on DA, and probably my first journal entry in years as well. So I'll just write what's in my head: I'm a bit anxious because my butt has been planted to the seat in front of the computer for the last few days, not having much energy to much else apart from sleeping alot and the occassional pit stop for food or the toilet. So while my butt has been making great friends with the grain of the stool I'm sitting on, I've been falling behind on schoolwork, mainly because I'm not there to get it, and when I do have it, I really can't be f****d doing it, to be honest.

My main goal in life is to become an Actor or Director, and to do that, I would probably need to get into the V.C.A or Victorian College of the Arts, where they teach everything from expert guitarists to the latest Australia movie stars etc. and it doesn't exactly help that I don't really like any other subjects apart from English and Theatre Studies.

I mean, it's natural for you to be good at something you enjoy, hence why I'm getting HD's all round for English and Theatre Studies, but apart from that, I don't like any other school subjects. I mean, I'm not terrible at them, but their not exactly my speciality. And ALSO it doesn't help that my Math teacher is perhaps the worst in the world, and as a result all of his classes are failing, despite my efforts to get help of other Senior Level Maths Teachers *grumbles incoherently*

But that's just school, I have plenty of other stuff to worry about as well. Considering my sickness, and my inability to even make a fist for more than five seconds because I'm so weak because of it, I havn't been able to train for my Martial Arts I do, or go to the lessons, which I am now behind in paying...So, I'm not looking forward to having to sort that out with my instructor.


But apart from that? I'm just peachy...Not really, I still feel like crap and it seems that everyday I keep on developing more symptoms...bloody flu! So yeah, that's my first Deviant journal, in all it's glory, hah. Feeling a bit sorry for myself right now, which only leads me back to the computer and to places like this to type up how I'm feeling...

It's a vicious cycle